Losing Friends & Finding New.

Thurs.Dec.3.2020

Waking up to a new day. Now missing love and friendship. This type of friendship is truly universal. It can be anyone or any living organism for that matter. It is the unforeseen future that serves up this pain once we lose this love we call friendship. We have all seen it from time to time. Wether or not if it is in adulthood or child hood we have like family feuds, divorces, failed relationships, quitting or being fired from a job, to the inevitable curse or blessing we call death. It must be a rare feeling to not know at least one of these experiences in a lifetime. This past year I believe have experienced it all and then some well than enough for a person’s life. However, really that is just my perspective and I’m privileged. Is it not better to love than loss to never have loved at all? Now I just need to start a new. This time however it is just going to be a new friendship with myself. It’s creating new routines and new habits with this new friendship that will last my lifetime that matters. Of course I will always think of and cherish my old one’s. Just this time last year I was hanging out with Three of them fighting over my attention to show them love while the other was just waking up to coffee. It was these small routines that made what I thought life was really all about. I mean it is what all friendship’s are about? We all have them. Wether it’s knowing ever Sunday it’s the Barbecue at George’s, Saturday getting the nails done with Lisa or Visiting certain family on certain occasions regularly. It is these small routines and unconditional love that make it hard especially the first year of cycling through changing all the old routines to new ones. It is this loss and this change that makes sad and exciting everyday. It is for this reason new routines must be made since it’s really just starting new. In all actuality all friendships never end we just move on starting new.

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Practice being your best friend first and work on always looking forward to starting new.

That will always be a better decision on life for you.

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Sincerely Me

aka Jeffery

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Taking a first step can always seem challenging. Now look at you.

The below drawings are from my zine “Love & Punishment” - SOLD OUT